too much depression...

too much depression..

n im done...

im dying in through this path...

fighting...

yeah...some people said they would love to fight for others...

naah...wasting time bro...

i am the way i am...

n im still gonna fight for myself without involving to the others business...

trust me...in the future...im gonna be huge..

n i will change the future of myself alone...

i dont need anyone to involve in my matters...

#exactly...im the best

i am invincible...

As my world turns, the heart beats

Not only in my chest, but the heart in the streets

So when they feel this, they feel me

But I can’t feel nothin’, outside these Dre Beats

I am from the city of people, came from the bottom

Standing on top of what was supposed to be my coffin, what’s up?

Except for shows, we are the dead man walkin’

But reflections show this kid’s still got it

Better be known I got the throne like I don’t know that there’s a king

Never grew up around a family because I’m not a human being

And anyone under my bubble that’s coming in my spot, for the top

Let ‘em have it, cause when I leave, the whole world drops

writing is my expression

there are no solid medium for us to express our

desire, will, n wants..

for me, writing is my expression...

i love to write n express my feeling, desire,wants via my blog...

why?it is because i dont really have such a good listener friends..

hahaha....no offense...

but i still have such a wonderfull people around me who always be there for me...

dont even think people love you...

because some might hate you bcoz of u possess something that might not have by them...

so...be careful of be friends of anyone...

#good lux to all my housemate that gonna take their final exam around march n april...

im not okay...

im okay..

but seems like im done nothing wrong..

but people treat you differently without any reason...

why?

dont know...

we've done nothing wrong ...

but still people said dat u r bad,..

why?

i dont know...

only god knows the truth

utk pengetahuan...jgn ada spekulasi yg said dat im still in love with my past

untuk pengetahuan semua...post "she will be ok without me" is on around 2011

bkn 2013...means dat..itu post lama ok..

so dat...no more speculate dat i am thinking on past relationship..

sorry to say dat..long time story doesnt need to bring back now..

im currently have my own life...without having thinking backward..
(what a broken english)

so that, dont talk "shit" about this thing again again n again...

she has her own life...n i have my own life..

so please...stop talking about my past relationship...

i have my own life...n im proud of being "ahmad syahir"

black,dark,wonderful..

try to make the thing become worst actually..

my practical training

ok..currently in part 6...

practical training..

everybody kept asking me...

"hang fail satu paper ka?"

ohhh hellooooo....

even aku xpndi...

im still managed to clear all the paper without any failure since my UPSR ok...

hahahah...bongkak takbur n sombong...hahaha

ok...now im gonna tell u bout my experience in practical training..

its ok to be here actually...in UiTM Dungun for your practical training..

why?it is because lots of things that we would learn about...

n mayb some kind of new experience...

tambah pulak dpt lak partner mcm NIK NURATIKAH...hahah

mmg x duduk diam la dalam ni...

keja dok gelak dr siang smpi abis...

apa pn dgn nik ni mmg la best...

kwn dgn nik bley dpt dua siaran...

ASTRO WARNA boleh....ASTRO OASIS pn boleh...

maharajalawak dapat...ceramah agama pn dpt...

hahaha...nik mmg rajin...aku rasa dia lg power dr aku bab2 microsoft office ni...

nmpk dak calon ustazah pilihan...bahaya kn?

skali kena tarbiah muntah darah hampa nnt..

jaga2..!!

ok...bkn stakat nik sorang ja...

yg buat practical kt sni ada ramai gk...

syahida, zaim, ismie...n byk g la...

bila dah duduk sama2...jd cam rapat sgt...

lepak skali..enjoy skali...kua smua skali...

dlu xpnah pn nk merapat..skang mgkin tgl kami ja..hahaha

supervisor yg jaga pn best gk...

mcm org muda ja..pn naziah ditemani oleh kak na...

mmg karenah depa x dpt disangkal...

kelakar jgk dua org ni..hahah...

hope dapat kami dpt finish up dis thing quickly...

till now...xoxo...bajet lisa surihani...ahhaha

im back to write all this shit...hahaha

salam...

hye...sgt lama gua x sentuh ini blog...

bkn la sbb dah malas nk menulis...

tp disebabkan terlalu bz menghabiskn my degree..

dikesempatan ini...gua ingin mengumumkan bahawa gua akan aktif menulis balik...

hahaha...almaklumlah skang dah practical training...hope dat u all enjoy

aku xpeduli

haaa...apa perasaan anda klu ada manusia yg x suka anda???

depan baek...blakang cam *******...kutuk anda merata tempat...

klu aku...i dont give a damn laaa...dulik apa aku...

pengalaman org yg sekeliling aku...tawu kn??

sapa tikam aku, kutuk aku kot belakang...tapak kaki sampai kan kat muka...

jgn mula nk pijak aku...aku pijak balik nnti...lalalala...tp...

better...bersabar je la amad...buat dont know ja...kata dah brubah???

hahahaha...x aku peduli pn...lalalalal

aku mampu pegi lebih jauh...tapi....

ari ni...wlupn aku asa mcm mmg career gua dah abis...
tapi aku asa aku mampu g...
cita dia start masa aku form 4...wahhhh...
zaman kegemilangan bola aku 2...
aku bley pg jauh masa 2...tp...
sbb tisu hamstring koyak...
aku tpaksa slow skit...
ok...let we talk about AKMALRIZAL...
dia sorang player yg mmpu maen kat liga perancis...atas sbb kecederaan...
n ranking malaysia yg sgt truk...
dia tpaksa lupakan smua 2...
mmg sedih...siyes...gua sedih gila xdpt g jauh sbb just injured...
kecederaan kekal ni mmg sgt2 perit kot...klu aku operate pn...kena stop maen sukan...
baek aku xpyh operate...tahan...big boys doesnt need to give up..
lastly...gua xmow give...nk try maen bola lg...
i will try my best to get my performance back...
till now...bye

bidang pijak memijak

hahaha....bidang pijak memijak ni dah wujud zaman dulu2 g...

tp...zaman skang ni...org byk kata...

pijak kepalaa....

satu ja nk pesan naaa...klu nk pijak kepala aku...sbb aku dok snyap...

nnti aku pijak hampa lek...

senyap bkn bermakna takot...org yg kenai aku ja taw...

aku balaih balik...jgn dok sembang bkn2 blakang aku...aku cukup xsuka org kutuk aku kot blakang...

plg2 aku xsuka dok crita cita tah apa2 kat org...

satg dan aku p pjak satg kot....

ari ni mmg mood aku nk jd macam dlu balik...

aku tataw la sbb apa....aku geram kot...

sbb ada org kutuk aku kot blakang...

jgn jd dpan baek blakang cam pundek ya kwan...

aku pijak hang nnti...

menghadap test mmg hobi baru aku

adoii...
hari2 mesti ada keja...
penat...ok...let we start from the first task utk mggu ni...
selasa...2 test OB n Record...
rabu...prepare utk presentation COMM...
kamis...test software...
jumaat...prepare utk event...
sabtu...event...
ahad...kelas...dah 2 bila aku nk tidoq n rehat...
jem....layan je laa....taun ni,..gua azam nk puaskn ati smua...
hahahahah....tu antara hobi baru aku gak 2...xpnah aku wat msa dlu2...
bad boys gone good...perghhhh....bapak baek skang ni...
aku suka jadi baek....ahhahaha...ringan je otak aku...
bidang gangster sudah ditinggalkn...apa lagi...lets get to the new world...challenge byk...
lg banyak dr dulu...lalalala....suka2...suka la sgt....
till we meet again guys...gua nk study luh...lalalalala

im bax...a little story about me in Dungun

its been a long time since i wrote my last blog...

waaa...

sungguh lama wooo...

quite bz...

with a lot of project paper...

quizzes, tests, and so on...

lalalal....bosan nk memikir sal ni...

ok...skang aku balik la menulis...dulu aktif...

ok...D U N G U N...

now im not a stupid...but a student...UiTM student...lalalalal...

first time sampai...agak goyang la...(tu la hang...dlu gangster sgt...la ni kena jadi baek...allala)

tu cita lama...dlu mayb agak nakal skit la coz menceburi bidang2 gangster2 ni...tp sudah insaf maaa...

xpa...tutup buku...luckily im here... a lot of change...seriously...

i met a lot of people here...agak best gak...heheh...ada kwn2 ramai...anda berjaya mengubah sy...terbaek...

best la...sjak2 dok kelas 3B ni...plg xley blah kena jd kelas rep...adoiii...even aku jd MPP kat kolej...

tp aku xpenah sentuh bab2 kelas rep ni...hehehe...dlu aku x goyang dgn org...kasi pecah ja...

la ni...asyik goyang ja...aku pn xtaw sbb apa...sbb mayb ALLAH S.W.T sygkn aku...

ditakdirkanlah aku kat sini...syukur jgk...even skali lagi jauh dr parent...

kan hampa smua taw...aku anak manja...hehehe...ok....toksah mengarut panjang....

dalam kelas om 3b ni...x dak dgn cacat cela...terbaek smua....nk cita sorang2 penat...

tp best la kelas ni...siyes...aku pn bjaya brubah prangai aku bila dok sini...ala2 skema gitu...

walawehhhh...bdk umah aku pn terbaek...aku mmg penah pk nk tukaq kampus ja...

mana ley gtaw sbb...

tp aku asa x jadi kot...sbb i think...SY SUDAH JATUH CINTA DGN DUNGUN...lalalal

haiiyoooo...dah2....nnti aku sembang pandai laen...ahahha...

till meet again for the next post....promis dat dis blog gonna make new construction...lalalala

gudbye...wish me lux 4 my exam...daaaaaaaa

UiTM Dungun Terengganu...my next destination...!!!

     1st of all...alhamdulillah...thanks to ALLAH S.W.T...sbb bg aku peluang utk smbung degree...bg aku...its not make me proud of my self...but...im proud to make my parent proud of myself..,tima kasih kat MAMA n ABAH yg byk bg support utk blaja...hope dat i can achieve more n more btter next time...hasrat utk sambung ni...mmg dari dlu...dari mula aku cecah kaki kat kolumpo dlu...aku da tanam dalam ati aku..."AKU XKAN STOP SAMPAI DIPLOMA"...n today...i did it...!!!

    Terengganu 2 agak jauh la...tp maybe its ok for me...sbb bila kita da masuk tmpat org...kita kena wat mcm ada dlm tempat org...bg aku....Terengganu mayb its a new place...culture yg aku kena adapt dlm masa yg pnjg...tp xpa...

   Aku akan buktikan kpd semua...yg aku boley buat....aku bley grad DEGREE in OFFICE SYSTEM.....ALLAHUAKBAR

Ku Lihat Layu Dalam Melayu (Tun Dr Mahathir)

Aku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Aku pasti bukan aku seorang sahaja yang nampak
Ada juga bercadang bertanya tuan punya
Tapi bercampur risau dengan tak tergamak
Nanti di kata tak bersyukur
Di kata tak sedar diri
Jadi aku menyendiri memerhati
Dan akhirnya mengakui
Yang kita sendiri membiarkan bunga raya layu ke kanan
Dan dibiar bunga tak cantik mekar di kiri
Aku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Tanah air kita yang punya kita siram kita baja
Tapi angin api kita lupa
Mereka merancang masa menjilat bangsa
13 Harimau bertukar menjadi mangsa
Kita lupa nenek moyang kaya raya
Jangan sekali- kali di gadai harta bendanya
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia
Ya.Tapi apa guna tak hilang di dunia
Kalau kewujudan tidak dirasa
Petah berbahasa kudrat tak berjasa
Orang berbudi kita hanya tahu merasa
Selalu lari bila di rapat
Selalu malu bila soalan di aju
Selalu segan memberi pendapat
Rela mengikut dari meneraju
Belum nyanyi sudah bersorak
Suka berjanji dalam borak
Bukan kata tak ada otak
Cuma tak berfikir di luar kotak
Ku lihat layu dalam melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam melayu
Aku jadi sayu
Bunga menangis dia mendayu
Mahu jadi cantik tapi ragu
Aku merayu
Bangunlah semula hidup kembali
Jangan tunggu matahari mati
Cepatlah mekar sebelum terlerai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai

PENGUMUMAN

SY BAKAL KEMBALI AKTIF SOON...NNTIKN KEMUNCULAN GUA YE...AGAK BZ SKIT SKANG SBB TGH CUBA MENGEMBALIKAN APA YG PTOT DIKEMBALIKAN PERJALANAN IDOP AKU SKANG...ARAP BERSABAR...STAY TUNED GUYS

wonderful thing in Minggu Destini Siswa

    pahit, suka, duka, gembira, tawa,...semua dah tempuh dlm event ni..tanpa ku sedari..pelbagai kejadian dah ku cuba tempuhi...ada yg berjaya...ada yg gagal...tp 97 % berjaya...bkn aku sorang je yg berjaya..tp semua ajk,fasi yg turut membantu aku...bkn stakat 2 je..byk rintangan...
   
    1st day dah tekanan dgn jadual dah...2nd day much better...3 rd day cuma pening dgn persembahan...ni gara2 *** **** la...bangang....tempah teruk2 sangat...tp biasa...aku dok pening pala ari jumaat..bdk hilang...kejar bdk smpi accident.dgn perangai mat said...menyakitkn hati...tp plg dibanggakan induksi kali ini dipuji sbb induksi terbaek kata mama n wak jani...

     as a fasi leader...aku bangga la...haaha...papepn...i will never forget all da memories here...memories could change everything...i will never ever let u down...im gonna miss u all...tq 4 supporting me...MPP, AJK, Fasi, Peers...and all dat involve in dis event...kpd adik2 bru...i love u all...n bktikan anda batch terbaek dlm sejarah unikop....

1st Day As A "Ketua Fasi"

   mmg susah jd leader...2 je ley ckp..tp xpe.. i've managed it well...arap yg terbaek...bdk2 junior yg jd fasi pn da nmpk cam dgr kata dah...seb bek dorang ok...hehehe..yg lama pn nmpk bes...


   happy to see all the veteran back...abg zaki dtg, kak nad...n especially arip...mmg terbaek sgt...muka lama MPP spt syahmi...zack...kak jam...smua...dtg pn dah cukup lega da bg aku...tp yg xbes nye...ada lg yg xdtg...siyes..aku agak sedey kat situ..


   i do hope semangat dari dowang..dowank tnjuk smangat as a fasi...sbb kn masa nk register dlu ramai je nk....TP....klu yg ada excuses 2 sy xkisah la...sbb i understand all of your problem...so i hope da best from u all dis induction program....I DO UTMOST RESPECT U ALL>>>GUD LUCK GUYSSS

Im in POLITIC...why not???

    Masing2 ada impian tersendiri dlm mengecapi sesuatu kejayaan dalam hidup mereka...begitu jgk diri sy Ahmad Syahir bin Sobri...yg ingin membuktikan kpd dunia bahawa kita mampu berjaya tanpa perlukan duit yg byk...berjuta2 bg membeli ihsan kejayaan...mimpi.??sy slalu sgt mengimpikan sesuatu yg sgt bermakna...kata org "tanpa impian, mimpi tidak akan jd realiti"...berusahalah selagi kudrat anda masih lg berdaya..

    saya mmpunyai pelbagai impian...byk sgt impian...1st of all...sy sgt tringin n mahu merasakan bagaimana bahang politik di MALAYSIA..ramai yg tidak tahu sy mmg menginginkan untuk terjun ke bidang politik..ingin merasakan bagaimana keadaan di dalam parlimen...bertanding di pilihanraya..MMG..!!pilihanraya MAJLIS PERWAKILAN PELAJAR is not the same with pilihanraya umum negara...keadaan dlu pn agak takot bg sy...adakah sy dipilih...adakah sy berada di landasan yg benar...Alhamdulillah sy berjaya menempatkn diri dalam MAJLIS PERWAKILAN PELAJAR di KOLEJ UNIKOP sbg TIMBALAN EXCO AKADEMIK DAN PEMBANGUNAN ICT...for me...it is not the same as what i experience...pilihanraya di kolej hanyalah sekelompok kecil...tp pilihanraya di sebuah kawasan...merebut kawasan di certain place dgn pelbagai contender agak mencabar...mendapat responsibility yg agak berat bg memacu pembangunan negara adalah sgt2 berat...

    for me, I LOVE TO PLAY WITH CHALLENGES.....cabaran mendewasakan kita...sy penah berfikir...klu TUN DR MAHATHIR boley membangunkan MALAYSIA...why not me???as a reference...Tun Dr Mahathir telah menapak dan menempah nama MALAYSIA di persada dunia...dulu mungkin org kenal singapore saja....skang...mana pergi kat dunia ni...I know MALAYSIA...I adore Dr MAHATHIR..jelas skali...byk perubahan kita nmpk kn...org da pndi pakai monorail...dlu mana ada smua 2...kita nek bas kontot je...sy mahu jd seperti beliau...one day maybe....

    anda tanya party mana yg sy nk sertai..???keadilan???no...there are suckkk....my lung, blood, liver, soul, is always UMNO...why UMNO...perjuangan penduduk MELAYU terletak pada bwh bahu mereka...sy bakal menyertai PARTI ini soon...ada bantahan???peduli hape...sbb parti ni lah anak anda semua makan...igt 2....to be the best...i need to win the race to make it to the top...






    insyallah...akan ada nama AHMAD SYAHIR sbg calon bertanding di Parlimen SUNGAI PETANI...insyallah...dgn doa drpd ibu bapa...keluarga,,,kwn2...mungkin sy akan berjaya kelak...insyallah...tuhan tidak akan melupakan hambanya yg sering berdoa...insyallah...i try to prove it that i can

D.E.M.A.M

    very hot la today kat kolumpo ni...aku da demam...dah lama xdemam tb2 demam...mayb perubahan cuaca kot...masa kat SUKOB (Sukan Kolej Bersekutu UiTM) di Melaka ari 2 terlampau panas...then blik Kolumpo ni hot jgk...tp kurang skit la...tp its still panas...menggelegak otak smpi dmam da ni...wallaweh...

yg gambar atas ni bkn muka akuh...hiasan ja ek...xdak kena mengena pn...tp kn best klu ada kat umah time2 dmam ni kn...bley manja2 dgn mama...besssssttt...i love my mom...miss her so muchhh