A.H.M.A.D.S.Y.A.H.I.R

' Hate me is not the weapon to beat me'

too much depression...

Sunday, 24 March 2013

too much depression..
n im done...
im dying in through this path...

fighting...

yeah...some people said they would love to fight for others...
naah...wasting time bro...
i am the way i am...
n im still gonna fight for myself without involving to the others business...
trust me...in the future...im gonna be huge..
n i will change the future of myself alone...
i dont need anyone to involve in my matters...

#exactly...im the best

i am invincible...



As my world turns, the heart beats
Not only in my chest, but the heart in the streets
So when they feel this, they feel me
But I can’t feel nothin’, outside these Dre Beats
I am from the city of people, came from the bottom
Standing on top of what was supposed to be my coffin, what’s up?
Except for shows, we are the dead man walkin’
But reflections show this kid’s still got it
Better be known I got the throne like I don’t know that there’s a king
Never grew up around a family because I’m not a human being
And anyone under my bubble that’s coming in my spot, for the top
Let ‘em have it, cause when I leave, the whole world drops

writing is my expression

Sunday, 17 March 2013

there are no solid medium for us to express our
desire, will, n wants..
for me, writing is my expression...
i love to write n express my feeling, desire,wants via my blog...
why?it is because i dont really have such a good listener friends..
hahaha....no offense...
but i still have such a wonderfull people around me who always be there for me...
dont even think people love you...
because some might hate you bcoz of u possess something that might not have by them...
so...be careful of be friends of anyone...

#good lux to all my housemate that gonna take their final exam around march n april...

im not okay...

im okay..
but seems like im done nothing wrong..
but people treat you differently without any reason...
why?
dont know...
we've done nothing wrong ...
but still people said dat u r bad,..
why?
i dont know...
only god knows the truth

utk pengetahuan...jgn ada spekulasi yg said dat im still in love with my past

Saturday, 16 March 2013

untuk pengetahuan semua...post "she will be ok without me" is on around 2011
bkn 2013...means dat..itu post lama ok..
so dat...no more speculate dat i am thinking on past relationship..
sorry to say dat..long time story doesnt need to bring back now..
im currently have my own life...without having thinking backward..
(what a broken english)
so that, dont talk "shit" about this thing again again n again...
she has her own life...n i have my own life..
so please...stop talking about my past relationship...
i have my own life...n im proud of being "ahmad syahir"
black,dark,wonderful..
try to make the thing become worst actually..


my practical training

Thursday, 14 March 2013

ok..currently in part 6...
practical training..
everybody kept asking me...
"hang fail satu paper ka?"

ohhh hellooooo....
even aku xpndi...
im still managed to clear all the paper without any failure since my UPSR ok...
hahahah...bongkak takbur n sombong...hahaha

ok...now im gonna tell u bout my experience in practical training..
its ok to be here actually...in UiTM Dungun for your practical training..
why?it is because lots of things that we would learn about...
n mayb some kind of new experience...
tambah pulak dpt lak partner mcm NIK NURATIKAH...hahah
mmg x duduk diam la dalam ni...
keja dok gelak dr siang smpi abis...
apa pn dgn nik ni mmg la best...
kwn dgn nik bley dpt dua siaran...
ASTRO WARNA boleh....ASTRO OASIS pn boleh...
maharajalawak dapat...ceramah agama pn dpt...
hahaha...nik mmg rajin...aku rasa dia lg power dr aku bab2 microsoft office ni...
nmpk dak calon ustazah pilihan...bahaya kn?
skali kena tarbiah muntah darah hampa nnt..
jaga2..!!

ok...bkn stakat nik sorang ja...
yg buat practical kt sni ada ramai gk...
syahida, zaim, ismie...n byk g la...
bila dah duduk sama2...jd cam rapat sgt...
lepak skali..enjoy skali...kua smua skali...
dlu xpnah pn nk merapat..skang mgkin tgl kami ja..hahaha
supervisor yg jaga pn best gk...
mcm org muda ja..pn naziah ditemani oleh kak na...
mmg karenah depa x dpt disangkal...
kelakar jgk dua org ni..hahah...
hope dapat kami dpt finish up dis thing quickly...

till now...xoxo...bajet lisa surihani...ahhaha


im back to write all this shit...hahaha





salam...
hye...sgt lama gua x sentuh ini blog...
bkn la sbb dah malas nk menulis...
tp disebabkan terlalu bz menghabiskn my degree..
dikesempatan ini...gua ingin mengumumkan bahawa gua akan aktif menulis balik...
hahaha...almaklumlah skang dah practical training...hope dat u all enjoy